Monday, December 31, 2007

2008!!


I am excited for 2008!
I know that this next year is going to be full of many happy, fun and emotional memories for us, and I can't wait!!!
I am excited...
To watch our beautiful, sweet MAC learn and grow and to see what his personality will be like. I am excited to laugh with him, teach him sign language, and see him do all the many FIRSTS that he will experience! I am excited to spend the year as his Mommy!!!
To finalize Mac's adoption! And be able to take him to the Temple to be sealed to us and be able to see Hubs give our son a Name and a Blessing. And to have all of our family, friends and Mac's birthfamily there to share it all with us!
For the possibility to be moving somewhere. Hubs's job will be taking us somewhere and who knows where that will be, but I think it will be a fun adventure! Also hopefully it will be somewhere bigger than Helena, and maybe have a little bit warmer winter.
To work on my photography. Now that I have a beautiful subject, maybe I can work on taking better pictures, and learn my camera a little bit better and figure out how to use Photoshop CS2.
To spend another year with my amazing husband. To find a million more ways to show him how much I love him. To celebrate our 7th wedding anniversary! To watch him be a Daddy to Mac!
To spend my last year in my 20s with all these many blessings!

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Mac at Two weeks...

Mac is such a good baby! I love to just look at him, and I love that I get to be his Mommy! He is starting to look around and respond by turning his head when he hears someone. We went to the doctor this week and had him circumcised and he was a trooper. He ended up sleeping the rest of the day because he was tuckered out from crying so much. We also found out that he gained 9 oz in 10 days, he really likes to eat! When I was getting him dressed today I was thinking about how slender he is and thought that he wasn't going to be that way much longer so I made sure I took a picture of him in just his diaper so I knew what his cute little body looked like before he gets all of his rolls! I can't wait for him to start smiling, I don't think that it is too far off! Bryce is such a good help and a good Daddy!

Friday, December 28, 2007

Mac's First Christmas!




Tuesday, December 25, 2007

Christmas Letter 2007



Christmas 2007


This has NOT been “just another year” for us. It has been an amazing year of adventures and blessing beyond what we could have ever dreamed. Wow, where do we start. ..I guess from the beginning would be good!


The very beginning of January we turned in our final paperwork to adopt. We were very excited to get that ball rolling. By the end of February we were officially approved to adopt. Also in February Hubs found out that he had passed his final CPA exam. He was able to pass all four exams the first time. He is now a Board Certified Oregon CPA. In March Hubs started looking for other jobs because he just wasn’t quite satisfied with how things were going working at the CPA firm. He then proceeded to interview back with Enterprise Rent-A-Car. And then was offered a position as a Senior Accountant in Helena, Montana. After a lot of praying we decided that this is where we were supposed to be. It was a huge deal for us to move out of Oregon and away from family. But Mama B was oddly excited and accepted this new adventure. In April we celebrated our 6th wedding Anniversary, we celebrated by flying to Helena to look for places to live (courtesy of Enterprise). The first of May the movers pulled up and loaded our belongings and we were off to Montana. Mama B’s parents caravanned there to help us out with unpacking, and were very helpful. They were able to stay long enough for Mother’s day so that Mama B and her mom could be able to spend that day together. We have really enjoyed our ward and quickly were asked to serve. Mama B was called into the Primary teaching the 5 and 6 year olds, and absolutely loves her kids. Hubs was called to the Elders Quorum Presidency and that was short lived after Hubs taught Sunday School and the Stake presidency happened to be there for Ward Conference. Not long after that he was asked to teach Seminary for the Juniors and was released from his other calling. Teaching seminary was a total shock to Hubs and it took him a few days to accept the idea. We have really enjoyed it here and Helena is such a friendly place. Everyone says HI when you are just walking down the street, we were really taken back by that. It is actually a really cute little town, but there isn’t really a lot to do. In July, Mama B got a job as a Dental Assistant which was a whole new thing for her. They were able to train her on the job and she learned very quickly. On July 24th we were very surprised when we got a call from our Adoption Case Worker with the news that we had been chosen by a birthmother and that she lived only an hour away from us and was due in December. We soon came to realize why we were to move to Montana. The news came just in time to tell Hubs’s parents, who were coming to visit at the end of that week. Hubs’s parents decided to take the three oldest grandkids on a road trip and we were their first stop. We were so excited to have visitors and we had so much fun with them here, and loved getting to see our nieces Hallie and McKenna and nephew Cole. They were especially excited about the news of our upcoming adoption. By September Mama B was getting very homesick and Hubs was more than willing to spend the $400 or so, on a plane ticket to fly home to Oregon to remedy her homesickness. And it worked! She was able to spend 10 days there, getting to take care of Mylisa, visiting as many friends and family as possible and had a baby shower thrown for her by our old Ward in Tigard. November brought us about 4-5 inches of our first snow and freezing temperatures, the week of Thanksgiving. Mama B was dreading this but embraced it and even ventured out in a lot. We spent Thanksgiving at home with a yummy steak dinner. December brought us the best Christmas present ever, the birth and adoption of our beautiful son Mac. He is truly loved by so many, including his amazing birth family. Mama B’s parents were able to come for Christmas and to see little Mac. And we have really enjoyed having them here.



We hope you all have a wonderful Christmas reflecting on the birth of our Savior and that the coming year brings you many blessings and happy memories!
Love,

Hubs, Mama B & Mac

Monday, December 24, 2007

All I want for Christmas is...

Every Christmas when Hubs would ask me what I wanted, my reply was always the same..."A BABY!"

This year I got my wish...

Our gift and blessing...Mac!

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Our week...

Mac had his first doctor visit Monday afternoon. We will be going back this next week to get his circumcision done (OUCH!).
My parents drove all the way from Oregon and got here Monday night. They were very excited to see their 17th grandchild. My mom is all excited because she has just had 3 new grandsons in just 6 months.
We have been eating out alot, which has been nice because less dishes. But my mom has been a super dishwasher and baby bottle washer. I don't know what I am going to do about that when she is gone.
We have done some Christmas shopping in the only 3 stores that Helena has. It has been fun to buy some presents for Mac for his stocking, from Santa and from Mommy and Daddy.
"C" and her mom and sister stopped by on their way home for Christmas. It was really great to see them. I was really missing her. It was so great to get to see her with Mac again too. Before they left they sang Mac a Christmas carol. And they have such beautiful voices. I sure hope that Mac inherits that talent.
Mac's belly button fell of at 6 days old. So he got his first real bath and he did not like it. He hates being naked, hates getting his clothes and diaper changed.
My old work invited me to their Christmas party at a really nice steak house. So my boss (who loves babies) got to see him. It was fun to see everyone again.
Hubs flew to Cincinnati, Ohio to interview for a promotion. So he was gone for a day and a half. Thankfully my parents were here to help. He will find out about the job on Thursday.
I woke up this morning with my ear plugged. I have always had a bad ear wax problem (sorry that's gross!) And it couldn't have happened at a better time, because my dad is here. He has always been the one to be able flush my ears out. It scares Hubs to do it! So after alot of squirting in the ear with really warm water it is all cleaned out. This makes me sick because it messes with the inner ear, and the room was spinning and I felt nauseous for a few hours. But doing much better now and I can hear!
Mac went to church for the first time. We just stayed for Sacrament meeting. I was going nuts over hearing everyone coughing! He looked so cute in his little Christmas outfit. I didn't get a picture of him in it, but I will try to next time he wears it.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

"Handsome"



Just cute...

I think he looks like a thug!

I love it when his eyes are open!

Wednesday, December 19, 2007

The morning shift...

 Daddy had taken the early morning shift in feeding Mac. And this is what I found when I got up, two sleeping boys! I love how both of their arms are up by their heads, so cute!
I love these boys!!!
Mac is an awesome sleeper, except when he has a tummy ache. Last night he slept from 11:30 pm until 6 am, he got up had 3 oz and slept until 9 am.

Just the last few days...with Mac!


Check out that double chin!

I love his eyes


Hangin' with grandpa M!


An adoring grandmother!





Our Amazing Experience...

Our experience this last weekend welcoming our sweet, beautiful Mac into the world was more amazing then we could have ever imagined it. I am not going to share in great detail our experience because it is too personal and precious to share. It was an amazingly spiritual experience that brings me to tears every time I think about it.

But I will share a few things with you...

"C" and her parents welcomed us with open arms. We sat with them for a few hours before Mac was born. And we loved every second we had with them. Her labor went pretty quickly. And soon after he was born they came and got us from the waiting room. As soon as I got in there the nurse handed him to me, and soon after that Hubs got to give him his first feeding. We then got to go with him to the nursery to get measured and put in the isolete to warm up. Late that evening "C" and I went to the nursery to watch him get his first bath and foot prints. After that we went back to our hotel and tried to sleep. The next morning we went back to the hospital to check on everyone. And then we got to spend more time with "C" and her family. Later that day after he got all of his tests they discharged everyone. We all signed some paperwork so that we were able to take Mac with us. We then said our goodbyes in tears. And we all walked down to our car together. And then we took him back to our hotel, and then drove home the next morning with him.

My love for "C" grew even more after this experience. I can't even begin to tell you the deep love I have for her (and her family). It has taken a couple of days to not break down in tears every time I think about her.

Holding our sweet boy...

The first time Hubs got to hold him!

Kisses from Mommy!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Some of my favorites...

I promise I will post more when I get a chance.






Sunday, December 16, 2007

HERE HE IS...!

Mac C. W.


Born:
Friday, December 14, 2007
at 2:33pm
7 lbs 10 oz and 20 in long
a little bit about him...
~of course he is beautiful!
~He is such a good baby. He didn't cry last night at all, I had to wake him up to feed him (mothers, don't be jealous!)
~He sleeps alot, and hardly ever cries.
~He may have a broken collarbone.
~He doesn't have much hair on the top of his head but he has a little mullet of strawberry blond hair.
~He has big hands and feet.
~He is a really good eater.
~He was discharged from the hospital 25 hours after he was born.
~His birth family is absolutely AMAZING! (His birthmother "C" made the blanket and hat he is sporting in the picture. Our most prized possession besides little Mac himself.)
We are so truly blessed!
More pictures will come soon. We need to get settled in a little. Thankyou everyone for your love and support, we really appreciate it.

Friday, December 14, 2007

See ya in a few...

We should be back on Monday...
I won't be able to post any pictures until then, but I will be able to post the news about the baby.

Thursday, December 13, 2007

Thinking about her...


As we are preparing tonight to leave in the morning, I can't help but think about "C".
I wonder what she is thinking, if she is scared. I am hoping her Mom is with her. I have an overwhelming urge of wanting to comfort her, and be there for her. I just have so much love for her, it's incredible. And I hope that she know the great love we have for her and will always have for her. I am hoping that I will be able to handle the intense feelings that all will be feeling tomorrow and through out the weekend.
I probably wont sleep much tonight, because obviously I have alot to think about.
Please pray for "C", that she may find peace and comfort.

...FINALLY!!

I just talked to "C"...she is going to be induced tomorrow...TOMORROW!! Aaahhggggggggggggg!
(Amy Stapleton...you were totally right on for the date, along with Shannon, Diane and Sarina!)

Today is his due date...

NO BABY YET!!!

Sunday, December 9, 2007

When I grow up...

Ever since I could remember all I wanted to be when I grew up was a Mother. I remember thinking at one point in my adulthood (before I met Hubs) that I wanted to be a Mother so badly but that it might not happen so easily for me. I don't know why I thought this, but I don't ever remember thinking it again, in fact I had totally forgotten that I had this thought until after many years of Hubs and I trying to have children of our own. This road of infertility was very painful. But at Christmas it seemed to hurt the most, almost unbearable. Even thinking about that pain right now brings me to tears, because it is still so close to the surface.

And here we are this Christmas season waiting for the most wonderful gift that we could ever receive. And the best part of waiting for our little one during this season and getting to celebrate Christmas with him, is being able to reflect on our Saviors birth also. It brings a whole new light on that most wonderful day more than 2000 years ago. It all feels so overwhelming, the miracle of it all, of our Savior being born to Mary and the gift of his life. And also to be thinking about our baby boy being born to our beautiful, selfless birthmother, who will be giving him life, not once but TWICE.

I have often thought why can we not have the blessing of children in our home, and now all I can think about is why are we so blessed to have the gift of adoption in our home, and to be blessed with a beautiful baby boy during the most wonderful time of year.

As I was reading this talk on someone else's blog, all I could think about was our birthmother. I seriously don't know how to express what I feel for her. And it is really hard for me to think that there will never be a way that I could adequately thank her for the gift she is giving to us and more importantly her beautiful son.



Jeffrey R. Holland




Again, I’ve thought of Luke’s careful phrasing about that holy night in Bethlehem:
“The days were accomplished that she should be delivered.

"“And (she) brought forth her firstborn son, and [she] wrapped him in swaddling clothes, and [she] laid him in a manger” (Luke 2:6–7; emphasis added).

Those brief pronouns trumpet in our ears that, second only to the child himself, Mary is the chiefest figure, the regal queen, mother of mothers—holding center stage in this grandest of all dramatic moments. And those same pronouns also trumpet that, save for her beloved husband, she was very much alone.

I have wondered if this young woman, something of a child herself, here bearing her first baby, might have wished her mother, or an aunt, or her sister, or a friend, to be near her through the labor. Surely the birth of such a son as this should command the aid and attention of every midwife in Judea! We all might wish that someone could have held her hand, cooled her brow, and when the ordeal was over, given her rest in crisp, cool linen.

But it was not to be so. With only Joseph’s inexperienced assistance, she herself brought forth her firstborn son, wrapped him in the little clothes she had knowingly brought on her journey, and perhaps laid him on a pillow of hay.


Then on both sides of the veil a heavenly host broke into song. “Glory to God in the highest,” they sang, “and on earth peace, good will toward men” (Luke 2:14). But except for heavenly witnesses, these three were alone: Joseph, Mary, and the baby to be named Jesus.

At this focal point of all human history, a point illuminated by a new star in the heavens revealed for just such a purpose, probably no other mortal watched—none but a poor young carpenter, a beautiful virgin mother, and silent stabled animals who had not the power to utter the sacredness they had seen.

Shepherds would soon arrive and, later, wise men would follow from the East. But first and forever there was just a little family, without toys or trees or tinsel. With a baby—that’s how Christmas began.

Saturday, December 8, 2007

just venting...

Well, it looks like it could still be another week before the little guy decides to come. I talked to "C" tonight and she said that she isn't really having any contractions. She isn't due until the 13th and the doctor wont think about inducing her until the 20th. Are you kidding me!?! Hubs and I seriously are going crazy! I can't keep my mind on a single task for more than a few minutes, and I feel like I can't get anything done, but yet I am bored out of my mind! I hate feeling this out of control!!
On top of all of this, I am stressed out about Christmas cards and presents. And I hate that I have to worry about those things because it really takes away from what Christmas is all about.
***
On the more fun side...we have finally agreed on a name! And it isn't one that was on our previous list. It isn't really set in stone because we want to wait to see if it fits him when we see him. But we both have a pretty good feeling about it. You will just have to wait!!!
Also...my parents are coming next week. We are so excited to get to spend Christmas with family and get to share our little guy with them. They are also going to cut down an Oregon grown tree for us and bring it with them. I can't wait to smell that yummy noble fir in my house! Mmmmmm!

Thursday, December 6, 2007

the baby...

This is a video of the baby's ultrasound at 20 weeks. My favorite part is at the begining when he is sucking his thumb. Further in it you can also hear the heartbeat.
He is due in one week, but I am really hoping that he comes sooner. I can hardly stand it!

Monday, December 3, 2007

new camera and christmas decor...

Well we got a new video camera, it is one of those digital hard drive ones. We figured that we would need one to make sure we catch all the fun times ahead of us with our new baby.
To try the thing out, I decided to show you my christmas decorations. I sound like a total dope on it and I am not very good at handling it and so it is bad filming, but I hope you enjoy anyway.
Hopefully the next time I post a video will be of the baby.
P.S. Sorry the quality isnt very good for this. We had to compress the video file because it was too huge to upload to the blog. So basically we had to make the good quality video into awful quality just so you can view it, dumb.
P.S.S And sorry that the video is so long and boring, you don't really have to watch the whole thing. It was more for me to figure out how to do all of this before the baby comes home.

Saturday, November 24, 2007

Welcome Little Callen!




C G G
November 20, 2007
7:27am
7 pounds 9 ounces
20 inches
Congrats to my sister and her husband and big sister Emilia Jo!
This makes for 16 grandkids for my parents!

Friday, November 23, 2007

Update...

I talked to "C" tonight and she had alot of good news for us. She went to the doctor this week and she is dialated to 2.5 and effaced 50%. I am thinking that that means it could be anytime. I am hoping for this week. She also gave us some good new in regards to the father and that we shouldnt have any problems with him and the adoption finalization. She is also going to come and see us on Sunday, I am really excited about that. She sounded so good and happy on the phone, it made me feel really good.

Please continue to pray that she may feel comfort and peace in her decision. And that this sweet little baby boy may come soon and safe!!

weather report...

The low yesterday was 3 degrees and the high was 19 degrees!
Hubs and I just stayed home yesterday and ate a Thanksgiving steak dinner. The steak was SO good! We were invited to some friends house from church for dinner, but I have been sick all week and I didnt want to get their 4 little boys sick. But we really enjoyed just the two of us! We are very grateful to have each other!

Thursday, November 22, 2007

so very grateful...

I did not want the day to end without me expressing what I am grateful for...because I truly have alot to be grateful for at this time in our lives!
I am so incredibly grateful for a most AMAZING HUSBAND! He is so wonderful to me, loves me, takes care of me. He is my best friend and the love of my life. I love everything about him! He is such a hard worker, ambitious, patient, smart, and so very handsome.
I am so grateful for the GOSPEL, for my faith, for my knowledge of Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ and their love for me. And for the Priesthood and eternal families. With out all of this my life would be nothing.
I am so grateful for ADOPTION! For the most amazing young women who is making a heart wrenching sacrifice to do what is best for her sweet baby boy and for herself. And for giving us hope to be able to raise children in our home.
I am grateful for FAMILY and FRIENDS. Their love and support mean everything to us!
I am so very grateful for so many things in my life. We have been so blessed in so many ways. My list could go on and on but these were in my thoughts today.
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

a few things...


***Tomorrow is my last day of work, yahoo!!!
***I am actually starting to enjoy the cold weather and snow, and have ventured out into it quite alot. (I just took this picture when I got home from work today. I love icicles, aren't they beautiful?)
***My sister Candis had a baby boy this morning...all I know is that his name is Callen Grant. Emilia Jo is a big sister! I can't wait to see pictures of him.
***23 days until "C" is due...I hope that the little guy comes a little sooner!
***Please check out THIS about trials that my friend from The R House posted today. Hubs and I have been through ALOT of trials since we have been married. And when I read this I thought this is exactly how we feel and how we have gotten through it all and still have smiles on our faces.

Monday, November 19, 2007

we woke up to this...

We finally have our first snow in Helena. We had begun to think that maybe they were all fibbing about the snow here. The weather reports every week for the last two months has showed snow but it never even rained. So this weekend it was actually raining and we figured it was bound to finally happen. The temps are not going to get any higher than 34 this week and we will get lows in the teens everyday.
Wow, I hope I can be a big girl about this.

Sunday, November 18, 2007

been tagged...

Talented and Gifted...or just Tag
I have been tagged by a couple of people so I thought I would give it a try, especially because I don't have anything else to post.

5 Things I was doing 10 years ago:
1. I was going to school at Lane Community College, and hating it.
2. I was trying to figure out what I was going to do with my life since I had graduated and I had been planning on moving to Utah and ended up not doing it because of health issues.
3. Just hanging out with my friends.
4. Working at Hallmark at the Valley River Center.
5. I was taking Institute Classes and going to the singles Ward.


5 Things on my to-do list today (Tomorrow):
1. Go to the bank
2. Clean my house
3. Do the dishes
4. Work on scrapbooking
5. Do some grocery shopping


5 Foods I enjoy:
1. I love chocolate, especially if it has nuts or caramel.
2. Carbs: pasta, bread, rice, potatoes...
3. Brownies
4. Italian food
5. Casseroles

5 Bad habits:
1. Not washing my dishes and letting them sit in the sink for a whole week (we don't have a dishwasher).
2. Not finishing books that I have started.
3. Not putting clean clothes away, they usually stay in the laundry basket until they are all used up.
4. Not liking ice cream (I know, I know...it's UnAmerican!!).
5. Not calling people back (I really hate talking on the phone) or emailing people back.

5 of my favorite toys:
1. My camera
2. My rice cooker
3. My Blog
4. Photoshop CS2 and Elements
5. As soon as our baby boy is here, I know that I will love playing with him.


Sorry, I am not going to tag anyone...because I think everyone I know has been tagged or has done it or I don't think would want to do it.

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

More on Adoption...

First Presidency Endorses National Adoption Month
Kiku Beaufort11/14/2007 12:00 AM MST

November is National Adoption Month, and members of the First Presidency have thrust their support behind the government’s efforts to raise awareness of the need for more parents to adopt.
“We endorse this proclamation [of November as National Adoption Month] and express our support of unwed parents who place their children for adoption in stable homes with a mother and a father,” the First Presidency stated. “We also express our support of the married mothers and fathers who adopt these children.”
The First Presidency’s statement follows years and years of the tradition of celebrating adoption, both inside and outside the Church.
National Adoption Month, which began in 1976, was originally only celebrated for a week. It was initiated on a state level by the governor of Massachusetts. But, when President Gerald Ford caught wind of the idea, he implemented it as a national celebration that same year. In 1990, it was changed from a week to a month-long celebration.
The goal of this month is to celebrate the family, raise awareness of the thousands of children waiting for adoption, and express gratitude to the many parents who have taken foster children into their homes.
“Families who adopt show the generous spirit of our Nation,” President George W. Bush stated in a proclamation announcing adoption month. “Every child desires a permanent home, and when parents adopt a child to love as their own, lives are changed forever.”
Within National Adoption Month, there is a specific, momentous day, National Adoption Day, which will be held this Saturday. On this day, special efforts are made by the courts, judges, attorneys, adoption professionals, and child welfare agencies in all 50 states to finalize adoptions for thousands of children.
The Church’s support derives from its stance on the sanctity of life, and it has done everything in its power to provide adoption services to solidify that belief. In 1919, the Church started LDS Family Services to do just that.
LDS Family Services offers help for both birth parents and adopting parents. It provides information about services, experiences of other birth parents, and agency commercials to offer courage and hope to those making the difficult decision of whether to place their child for adoption.
Regardless of who is promoting adoption, the Church is there to offer their support for the sanctity of life and the importance of the family.
“Children are entitled to the blessing of being reared in a stable family environment where father and mother honor marital vows,” the First Presidency stated. “Having a secure, nurturing, and consistent relationship with both a father and a mother is essential to a child’s well-being. When choosing adoption, unwed parents grant their children this most important blessing. Adoption is an unselfish, loving decision that blesses the child, birth parents, and adoptive parents in this life and throughout the eternities. We commend all those who strengthen children and families by promoting adoption.”

Visit ChildWelfare.gov to learn more about National Adoption Month events and sponsors.
Visit ItsAboutLove.org to learn more about LDS Family Services.

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

Wanna guess???



Well with our baby's due date only being a month away, I think that it is time to take guesses when he will be born and how big or little he will be.


The winner might get a prize, we will have to see about that...I am not promising anything!



Just guess DATE and WEIGHT and LENGTH!!



Helps:
~"C" says that he is measuring right on with every visit.
~ His due date is December 13th.

Monday, November 12, 2007

Adoption Awareness Month...

Hubs and I feel truly blessed to be able to experience the miracle of adoption in our lives. With just a month left until we experience our own adoption story, my mind is constantly thinking about ADOPTION. I am constantly thinking about what our birthmother will be going through, and what all birthmothers go through. They are the most amazing, brave people that I know. We don't miss a chance to pray for our sweet birthmother in hopes that she may feel peace, comfort and the love of our Heavenly Father and Savior and also the love that we have for her. I am also constantly thinking about so many other couples out there waiting to find their baby, and hoping and praying for them that it will happen soon for them. It is sometimes hard to be so happy about finding our baby when I know so many out there who are still waiting and looking.

I hope that all of you who read my blog will learn more about Adoption...please check out all the Adoption links to the right.

Thursday, November 8, 2007

just been thinking about...

"For a long time it seemed to me that life was about to begin- real life. but there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life. This perspective has helped me to see there is no way to happiness. Happiness is the way. So treasure every moment you have and remember that time waits for no one.
Happiness is a journey, not a destination."
-souza

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

POTATO CASSEROLE

This is a M family favorite. The recipe actually came from the Girls Camp Tator-tot-casserole recipe that we made every year at girls camp in the dutch oven. And then about 10 years ago my mom kind of changed it up and started making it at home.

Need:
1 lb of browned ground beef
2 bags of Potatoes O'Brien
1 16 oz container of Sour Cream
1 Family Size can of Cream of Chicken soup
some grated chedder cheese

Brown the beef.
In a bowl mix Sour Cream and Cream of Chicken Soup
Mix in browned beef.
Then mix in both bags of Potatoes
And as much grated cheese as you want.

This is enough for 4-6 people.

Put in casserole dish covered in oven 400 degrees for 1 hr.

Since it is just the two of us...before I cook it, or add the cheese, I put half in a small casserole dish then add cheese to that and cook it and the other half in a large ziplock container and freeze it for another meal another night. (And I add cheese to that before I cook it.)

ENJOY!!!

Monday, November 5, 2007

Shhhhhh...Don't tell Hubs!!

Well, even though it was in the high 30's today...I decided to wear my sandals anyway! Bryce hates me wearing sandals in the winter, and I usually get a good scolding for doing so. But what is great about Montana is that it is sunny almost everyday and that just makes me want to be in my sandals, even if it IS cold.
I Love my CHACOS!!!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

The Gift of ADOPTION...

Once upon a time there were two special WOMEN
who lived in different parts of the world. Two women and two different LIVES...and through a remarkable twist of fate, one gave you life and the other gave you purpose.
You were too SMALL to remember one of the women; the other is the one you know as Mother. The first one miraculously gave you life and the SECOND taught you to live your life to the fullest.
One was your guiding STAR and the other became your world. One gave you a beginning and the other gave you forever. One gave you existence, the other gave you their NAME. One gave you the ability to laugh and cry; the other was there to share your JOYS and tears.
When YOU were too small too know, one searched with an aching heart for the perfect home for you, knowing she couldn't provide it. The other anxiously waited for you to be a PART of her home and family and share a lifetime of PRECIOUS moments.
Both women loved you deeply. Both women prayed for your little life to be BLESSED many times over. You are truly a blessing and a precious gift.
Thank you for being the BEAUTIFUL part of our lives that can only be filled with the honored gift of knowing the love of a CHILD. Thank you for allowing us to be a part of your world. The person that you have become is not a QUESTION of heredity or environment, but of two women and two kinds of LOVE.
-PATSY GAUT

Sunday, October 28, 2007

stuff...

Well, I haven't posted anything for the last week because I haven't had anything to post about. I could complain about my job and all the drama that is going on there right now. I could go on and on about how anxious we are for our baby boy and how he will be here in less than 7 weeks. I could complain about the cold weather, but that hasn't even been that bad. And who wants to hear about all of that anyway.
So this is all I've got...


I finally got my Lucky Baby baby sling in the mail this week. I am really excited to use it. All though I probably wont be taking him anywhere for awhile after he is born (because it will be too cold and in the middle of flu season). But I think I will be using it alot at home when I am doing things around the house. I have read that it is important to hold an adopted baby alot, to help create a better bond.






And this is...
what I made at our Enrichment night at church Friday. The letters are just those cool vinyl letters. There is a lady in our Stake who has a vinyl lettering machine and she holds craft nights every few months so I am really excited about that. Also she said that she can customize anything if I get her the info for it. So I plan on getting her to make me a couple of our baby's name (what ever that ends up being) to put on my tags for my family home evening board. I was kind of worried about getting that to actually make our FHE board functional.
I have also FINALLY started to make my niece Hallie's baptism scrapbook. Her baptism was back in June, so I am way behind. My sister-in-law asked me to make one and then right after that I got my job, so I never really got to it. But it is actually in the works now. When I get some of it done, I will post pictures.
Sorry Shannon, but I promise that I didn't forget about it!
I hope that this satisfies everyone's need for a NEW post!

Monday, October 22, 2007

Happenings...

Well, I thought I would just update everyone on what has been going on with us. Nothing exciting, but here goes...

I was able to go home to Oregon to visit friends and family last month. I got to see Mylisa and was given a very fun baby shower.
Hubs is now teaching Seminary. It starts at 7am, so it isn't too early and he still gets to work on time. He will be released from his current calling this next week as 2nd counselor in Elders Quorum.
We were able to go to the Stake Center and watch all sessions of General Conference. Which we really enjoyed!
Work has been good for me, but really frustrating at times. Especially this last week. The 10 hour days with basically no breaks, is really tiring and getting old. I cant wait until my last day the end of November. In the meantime it will help the days to go by much faster.
We finally got Montana License plates for one of our cars. It cost $275 for one car for one year! OUCH!! We are waiting to get them for the other car next month.
We have yet to get any snow on the valley floor! But I don't think that it is too far away! It has been really cold. We are still trying to figure out what we need to do to get our cars ready for below 0 degree temps.
Hubs and our landlord Perry, took down the window screens and put up the storm windows this last weekend. And it has made a huge difference in our house warms up. It feels less drafty and it stays warmer longer.
The Fall has been beautiful here. The bummer is that there are no real pumpkin patches around. We were really bummed because that is one of our favorite things to do in the fall.
We are getting very anxious for our little boy to get here. Just about 7 weeks left. Hopefully a little sooner.
We cant decide on a name for our little guy, mostly because of Hubs and him not liking ANY name at all. But we don't want to pin a name on him yet anyway, we want to wait to see him and then decide.
So that is all that I can think of at the moment. Hope you all feel caught up on us!

BABY STUFF...

These are just some new baby things we got...

I wasn't going to get a mobile because they are really expensive and I didn't think that it was essential. Plus most of them really aren't that cute or don't match. But when I was at Ross the other day I found this one, that I actually thought was cute and matched and it was only $10. It has two sail boats, a lighthouse, a starfish and I think the middle one is supposed to be a sand castle.


The Starfish!



"C" picked this out for the baby when her and I went shopping last week.

Here is the bouncy/vibrator seat we got this weekend. I liked it because it was pretty plain. But it is really big, which I will have to deal with.


And this is our car seat. It is one of those really nice Britax ones. Hubs's sister gave it to us. Her baby grew out of it just recently. And it is practically brand new.

Thursday, October 18, 2007

...the rest of the story!

If you need to refresh your memory, check out the first half of the story!

The next day was General Conference and Hubs had planned on going to the priesthood session at the Institute building and I would meet him there afterwards and pick him up to go to a movie. I think we checked out the movies and there wasn't anything good so we went and rented one and went back to my house and watch it. When it was over we left to take him back to his car at the Institute parking lot. When we got there, there was a truck blocking the entrance. So he wasn't going to be able to leave. So we headed up to Hendrick's Park and thought we would take a little night stroll through the park. When we were walking on the trail I ended up stopping and decided that I would kiss him. And I did successfully! So on our way back to the car Hubs decided to ask me if that meant anything. I was like "are you kidding me, I'm not a player!" And I told him that I really liked him and that is why I kissed him. We then drove back to get his car.

We then continued to spend every moment we could with each other. And a few weeks into dating he started talking about marriage, which totally freaked me out! And I told him that I was not ready yet. And then he so politely didn't bring it up again. A few weeks after that I then decided that I really did want to marry him. So we unofficially were engaged. Hubs then called my parents the next day to see if he could come over and talk to them about "something". And my parents were so excited. After my dad gave him the usual threats he told Hubs he could marry me.

So a few weeks went by and one night I woke up in the middle of the night and was totally FREAKED OUT by getting married, and I didn't sleep the rest of the night. I got up and went to work totally miserable. When I was at work I got a totally random phone call from a guy friend who lived out of state that I had not talked to in a few months. I told him that I was getting married and he totally went off on me, and kept on asking me if I really loved this guy. And that whole phone call did not help out the feeling I was already having. Hubs then called me as usual and he could tell I was being really weird on the phone and kept asking me what was wrong. He asked if he could come over that night so we could talk about what was bothering me. And I agreed. At lunch time I went to my parents house to talk to my mom and I remember sitting on the floor in her kitchen bawling. I told her about everything and she told me that I needed to talk to Hubs about it. That night Hubs came over and we sat on my bed with me bawling and him staying really calm trying to figure out what was wrong. We talked for a really long time and by the end of the night I was more in love with Hubs then ever before!

A few months later I picked out an engagement ring and Hubs went the next day and bought it. When it came in Hubs came over to my parents house and sat on the couch next to me and started rambling off all this stuff. I ended up thinking that he was breaking up with me and was in tears. He then got on one knee and re-asked me to marry him. A few months later we were married and sealed in the Portland Oregon Temple.

And now here we are almost seven years later...we have been through so much together, good and bad. And I love this man more than anything, there is no one on earth that I would rather be with. I am a lucky women!!

Monday, October 15, 2007

Back to Seminary for Hubs...

Hubs was called and appointed to teach Seminary this year. It came as a complete shock!

A few months ago Hubs was asked to teach Sunday School because the teacher was going to be out of town. And it just happened to be Ward Conference, so the Stake Presidency was there. I had heard from alot of people at church that his lesson was awesome. And I guess the Stake Presidency thought so too. When they walked out of Sunday School they all had the thought that he should be teaching Seminary. When he got the call from the Stake Presidency he was really worried it was for Elders Quorum President, because he knew that they were working calling a new one, and Hubs knew his name was on that list. So he went really worried. And then come to find out it was for Seminary. He was totally shocked, he didn't know what to say when they were asking him questions. I thought that it was way cool! It took a little time for him to think that. But today was his first day and all went well!

Sunday, October 14, 2007

HaPpY bIrThDaY bLoG!

Today is my blog's 1st birthday!


When I started my blog, I was just doing it to have something to do. And then very quickly more and more people I knew were starting blogs and that is when it became really fun! I have so enjoyed keeping up with my friends and family and also to be able to journal our very exciting year!


For my blog's birthday I thought that it would be fun to see who exactly is visiting my blog.

So here is the challenge...

I want every person (whether you know me or not) to leave a comment on my blog TODAY!

If you know me, you can tell me something about yourself that I don't know already.
If you don't know me, if you want, tell me where you are from and maybe how you found my blog.


I want to hear from everyone, including those I know who look at my blog but have never commented before! If you sign in anonymously, don't forget to sign your name so I know who you are.



Here are instructions for leaving a comment:

To comment on a blog is simple. Just click on the little green comment at the end of this post, next to the time I posted. If you are a regular blogger, you know what to do. If you are someone who doesn't have a Google account, that's OK! Simply open up the comment box by clicking on comment and choose "anonymous", type a comment in the leave your comment box, and then publish your comment. If you need a better step by step description go here: Blogger Help : How do I leave comments on a blog?

Saturday, October 13, 2007

TWO Months!

Well it is exactly two months until our sweet baby boy is due!! I am so excited to become a mother and to see Hubs as a father. But as this time creeps forward, I am very scared for the roller coaster of emotions that our sweet birthmother will be going through. I am scared of how to handle them in a sensitive and loving manner. I am scared of how I should handle taking this baby into my arms and not make our birthmother feel like I am stealing him. I hope that I can adequately show our immensely deep love for her during this process so that she knows that she is making an amazing decision on behalf of her beautiful son. And that we are not taking him and leaving her behind. As I have heard someone say, this is the long, painful "birth" for those that adopt. And I am definitely feeling that at this moment.
My Mom sent me this book and CD this past week and it is so beautiful, I love it!

Monday, October 8, 2007

Welcome to my CRIB!!

Hubs and I decided that we needed to get the crib put up and the baby stuff organized.
So that is just what we did.




Here is how it turned out!
We only have two bedrooms and so the baby's room is really just the other side of our room, thankfully there is plenty of room for it.
The bumper and skirt are blue gingham, I got the set at Ross last year for $11.99. I also got these really soft crib sheets at Ross a few months ago for $6.99 for two, and come to find out they don't fit very well, but the mattress fits snug enough that I don't think that it will be moving around until the baby starts moving around a little in the crib. I was able to fit all the 0-3 month clothes in the white storage thing next to the crib. I think it all turned out pretty good!

Sunday, October 7, 2007

Being sensitive...

Here is another article that my friend from the The R House has posted on being sensitive to those that are struggling with infertility. Please take the time to read through this article as this is a very important topic that has come up in the years we have struggle to have children of our own.

Blog Widower!!!!

77%How Addicted to Blogging Are You?
I could not help but take this quiz, from my perspective, on behalf of my sweet wife. I have determined how "addicted" my wife is to blogging. Luckily, since Mama B is "only" 77% addicted I may have a chance to help rehabilitate her. For all of you blog widowers I suggest that you try it. It may help you "battle" your wife's addiction to blogging.

Friday, October 5, 2007

HOLY COW!!!

Only 10 more weeks until our little guy is here! Just a little over 2 months! Wow I can't believe that it is getting closer, I am so excited!
Please continue to pray for our sweet birthmother, that she may feel comfort with her decision and the deeply difficult emotions that go with it.
Thank you!!

Tuesday, October 2, 2007

HOW WE MET...

It was seven years ago last week (Sept. 25th)...

I was sitting at work on a Monday and all of a sudden I had this very weird and very random feeling (or thought). I felt like I was going to meet the man I was going to marry that very night at FHE for my singles ward. It was so strange and totally ridiculous and I wasn't even sure why I had this feeling. Marriage was the farthest thing from my mind, especially since I just had sent off my second missionary the month before this.

So when I got home from work I tried to pick out the perfect outfit and do my hair and makeup perfectly and then headed over to the institute building for FHE. I walked in and saw some friends and started to hang out with them, keeping my eye on every guy that walked into the building, wondering if he was the "one". I ended up hanging out with my friend Clay outside on the steps when all of a sudden Clay got excited to see someone walking up the steps. I turned and saw Hubs and I instantly knew that HE WAS THE ONE! He was so cute of course!

Clay and him started talking and I found out through the two talking that Hubs had just gotten off his mission a few days before. We all went inside to play games and Hubs and I never really talked the rest of the night but were hanging out with the same people, because some how we knew all the same people but did not ever know each other.

Before the night was over I knew I needed to formally introduce myself to him. When it came to guys that I liked or thought were cute I was always very shy. But I managed to put that all aside an walked up to him sitting by himself in a chair and introduced my self to him. I asked him a few questions I am sure then it was over after maybe two minutes.

I left definitely with this guy on my mind. When I got home I told my roommate about him and how cute he was and the little bit that I knew about him. I didn't stop thinking about him all week. So then on Friday of the same week there was a dance at the institute building for the singles ward and I was so hoping that he would be there. And sure enough he eventually showed up. But he sat on the couch in the lobby talking to a friend who had also just returned from his mission. As I was walking by another friend of his said that I needed to go and get one of those guys to dance so that they wouldnt just be sitting on the couch all night. So I walked over and started to talk to them paying most of my attention to Hubs of course. During our conversation, which lasted longer this time, he had to ask me twice what my name was again. But I thought that I had actually caught his interest a little more this time, although I wasn't able to get him to dance.

The following week for FHE we ended up hanging out together with our friend Clay. And then the three of us just ended up hanging out most of the week together. The next week there was going to be a barn dance out of town, and Hubs, Clay and I decided that we would ride together. Then Clay decided that he wanted to go to Utah for some reason. So Hubs tried calling me to see if I still wanted to go with him, but I was gone until midnight celebrating another friends birthday. When I got home that night I was excited to see that he had called, but I didn't call him back because it was way too late. Hubs said that he waited up until really late for my call and was really disappointed when I didn't call him back. But the second I got home from work the next day I called him. We decided that we would still go together as long as he drove.

So he came to my house and we hopped in my car and drove the half hour to the barn dance. All I could remember was that I loved being with him. When we got to the dance I took him to meet my parents who were there because they were serving in the singles ward. Hubs and I ended up dancing every single dance together, and he would hold my hand when we weren't dancing, and oh boy was my heart fluttering. So I was all excited to go home to get a good night kiss. So when it came time for the kiss all I ended up getting was a hug. I was so disappointed. When I walked into my apartment my roommate wanted the scoop and I told her all about it, including my disappointment.

To be continued...